Starting with her name, the reason why she came into my life, it was the midst between us. I learnt to play everything down, even the darkest moon could become the sun. Maybe it was just another dream, although, who says what we are doing now , is nothing but merely that: dreaming.
And you know I’ll be waiting for you. I'll be sitting just right here, in the same place where we used to. Doesn’t matter to me the harsh weather ripping my clothes, I’ll be on the rooftop, at my studio expecting you to come from the distance.
Take some time, think, consider the options & evaluate the facts. Dragging to you anew as if I have anything better to do does not seem to be the right step. On second thought, I'm moving foward.
There we were, two strangers staring at each other, falling in what turned out in us. Now here I am, after all, waiting for you,eventually losing hope , it's time to open my eyes and face it: you won't come.
How dare us to be intrepids to the point to take the risk of letting ourselves down one time to another? Are we sadomasochists or simply humans? That’s why we need friends, to support us with our choices, even when they have adviced us not to do so. Most important, they are back again when we fall apart ,to encourage us once again. Sometines laugh is the best medicine.
On my own, as always, in my inscrutable bubble, head and shoulder above ,against the rabble and the riffraff, find myself eroded by the time and the uncertainty.
Prepare me for me the performance, before I act, tell me the truth, let me go through it, I'll handle it. Now, dress me up, cover me with the disguise, so everyone can enjoy the show. Photos & text by Sudweek
Perspective is essential in life to open mind and learn from the experience. Even from the worst place in the world, knowledge can be obtained. Then,perhaps suffering is part of our lifes, just like an atrocious storm is needed to create such a magnificent dusk ,necessary to become who we are.